Well actually I talked to Alarm Clock Lady today and asked her not to set the alarm if she doesn't need to get up because I'm the only one who wakes up and it takes me really long to fall asleep again, and I just can't with all the interruptions

and she said she sets it for 100y/o Bag Lady who has to get up early but I told her no one wakes up but me. So now she sets it for like 8am when she needs to get up, well it'll probably go off like earlier but that's still a sane hour. Even if she (probably) keeps sleeping through it.
But yeah I've just been getting so little sleep since the introduction of the alarm clock and Boom, now I'm like totally brain dead even my reading slowed down to like 5 pages a day, and that's
with typing it into the computer (because of my stupid dyslexia) that's almost as bad as without typing, well I mean in like "optimal conditions" where I actually get sleep because right now I just can't read at all without typing

like I can't even think and I'm already dyslexic and I think I'm going like totally ADD I can't focus like at all

and I have lines I was
supposed to memorize for tomorrow but I just couldn't do it for the life of me my brain just isn't functioning.

So now I had to cancel my audition because of that

Like is it me? Am I the one who doesn't know how to live in a shared space? Since the others obviously aren't complaining about anything? Is it wrong to get my clothes all ready the night before when I have to get up at some crazy hour? Is it wrong to turn the bathroom light on like
after the door is closed so it won't light up the room as well? Is it wrong to not turn a light on at all if I'm perfectly capable of seeing in the dark? Is it wrong to close a door quietly? I mean why do I even bother to be like respectful and stuff if it really doesn't bother anyone? I don't know

and I can't go to the manager about anything because everything is always my fault.

Well I guess it is

Oh and I didn't actually put the driver's license in the washer... well let's just say Boom dumped her dirty sheets on the floor like 2 days ago instead of taking them to the laundry, then she dumped her purse on top of it and today I just got pissed that the dirty sheets were there (like right next to my bed), I took them to the laundry myself and the poor homeless driver's license just looked so cozy in there I wouldn't dream of separating it from its new home

but if anyone asks I never even saw it.

Well though the manager probably found it before she put the sheets in the washer and took it out.

But let's hope she didn't. And let's hope it's not like water/dryer proof or something.

Too bad Boom doesn't have a car because I kinda wish she'd get arrested for driving without a license and spend the night in jail with her noise like far away from here. Maybe I'd finally get some sleep. Oh and I was like totally sure she was like in her mid-late 50's or something because she really looks like that I guess because she's such a heavy smoker, but actually she's exactly a month younger than Connor Trinneer

(I'm too brain dead to do math and I just
know y'all know how old Connor is).
