OMG
Rigil as good as ch 47 was 48 is much much better!

BTW we do have something in common... I had the same idea that you did here...
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Automatically, her eyes locked on the door that he had vanished through and she struggled to fight down the fear threatening to overwhelm her control. If she had unconsciously melded with him while they slept as it appeared, then there was a good chance that she might have infected him with the same terminal condition that she had acquired from Tolaris. How would Pa'nar affect a human? Had her foolish attachment to Trip endangered his life? She didn't know and had no idea how to find out. It was bad enough that her stupidity had significantly curtailed her own life expectancy, but if she had permanently damaged Trip? There were no words for such an appalling loss of judgment.
I used the same premise when I "re-did" Harbinger. I always thought that if she ever touched his mind before she was cured she'd freak out! It also made more sense if that was why she resisted T'Pol 2's advice in E2. I loved how her decision to...
SPOILER!!!:
use a healing meld
was based on the fact that she is unselfish and protective of those who mean the most to her. T'Pol's unselfishness is very underused in fics.
Brilliant lovely encore bravo MORE PLEASE!